{"id":1308,"date":"2023-03-06T06:56:08","date_gmt":"2023-03-06T06:56:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ritudewan.com\/?p=1308"},"modified":"2025-03-31T09:31:33","modified_gmt":"2025-03-31T09:31:33","slug":"a-mothers-guilt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ritudewan.com\/?p=1308","title":{"rendered":"A Mother&#8217;s Guilt"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Listen my son as you lie fast asleep<br>Guiltily by your bedside, I creep<br>You look like an innocent angel<br>With a smile on your lips and a curl on your cheek<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I recall in the morning I scolded you<br>For spilling your food while you ate<br>You waved goodbye and I<br>Frowned back as I rushed getting late<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When I returned you came rushing to me<br>Eagerly waiting to be taken out<br>I impatiently waived you aside<br>Cooking and laundry were all I thought about<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In the evening, you hesitated at the door<br>With a hurt look in your eyes<br>What is it now? I snapped<br>I broke a heart and didn&#8217;t even realize<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>At night you ran in a tempestuous plunge<br>Threw your arms around my neck, and made me start<br>kissed me, your arms tightened<br>With affection, God set blooming in your heart<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A wave of deep remorse swept over me<br>I didn&#8217;t see your little heart which was as big as the dawn itself<br>When angry words had arisen<br>I should have bit my tongue and chided myself<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But tomorrow will be a new day<br>When I shall tell you<br>I suffer when you suffer and am overjoyed when you laugh<br>You are my life and I will always love you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Listen my son as you lie fast asleepGuiltily by your bedside, I creepYou look like an innocent angelWith a smile on your lips and a curl on your cheek I recall in the morning I scolded youFor spilling your food while you ateYou waved goodbye and IFrowned back as I rushed getting late When I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1309,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9,10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1308","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-article-by-dr-ritu-dewan","category-self-composed-poem"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ritudewan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1308","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ritudewan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ritudewan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ritudewan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ritudewan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1308"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ritudewan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1308\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1310,"href":"https:\/\/ritudewan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1308\/revisions\/1310"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ritudewan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1309"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ritudewan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1308"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ritudewan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1308"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ritudewan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1308"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}